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My Art isn't Beautiful


My art isn't beautiful,
It's a curse. 
When do I create?
When I hurt. 

Who has the time?
The dedication?
Only the broken,
The beaten and worn.

I labour away, 
Though battered,
I stay
Persistent. 
But only because
What else do I have
But to leave a ghost of
My existence. 

It's not until after
I let it all out
That you appreciate
What it's about.

And even then
You cannot know
What it took
For me to grow.

My art isn't beautiful,
It's a curse.
Why do I create?
Because I hurt.

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